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Ger Stokes- March 21st 2005 |
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Okay, I'm not murdering my LJ, but I'm starting over fresh. Doing it right. Things aren't what they seem to be anymore; in a good way. I need to shrug this off my shoulders and start being the person I want to be when the world ends instead of trying to be the one who's always there, always needing things .......always ending up crying over the phone at 10 o'clock at night.
I even wrote a short poem- not so sure if it means much. I promise you're not losing me. Think of this more as shedding my skin and being reborn. Cos in a way, that's what I am. At the moment, only one person can understand this change, and very few people are willing to stick with me. Those people are who I'll be laughing with when the world ends.
The sky is dark.
Clouds are grey.
Are you looking for someone?
Maybe they'll turn up somewhere.
The sun sets.
There are no more stars.
Have you seen my light anywhere?
I think I lost it somehow.
Now it is silent.
Everyone has gone home.
Are you still here?
Neither am I.
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[01 Mar 2006|08:23pm] |
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Ger Stokes March 21st 2005 |
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EDIT: I know I've offended someone, but I was on a rant and tended to overexaggerate. Still, I can't say everything I said in paragraph 1 was bullshit.
You know who you are, and I'm here at my dad's. Call my house- I've taken a day off...
I need to get up off my ass. I haven't updated in forever, I haven't been on AIM and I feel like I'm missing something here...but what?
Holy shit it's finally happened. I've fallen hard for JJkun. Yes, I'm not bothering to be vague about our relationship anymore. That's cos Ashi seemed like she stopped caring. It seems like lately she wants convince everyone that she's this bad-ass girl. ...Ok yeah, she can be lol, but I she's changed so much since 9th grade. Not that change is bad at all- I'm sure I've changed in good and bad ways. I just miss the times we could hang out and talk with just us girls. As happy as I am that she's branched out, it's annoying at times when I want to have girl-talk with her and there's Brian. Yes yes Brian is awesome. But Ashi's the one who can relate to the long-distance relationship feeling (wtf? Buffalo is long-distance? She sees The Jim every other weekend or so I think). EDIT: sentence omitted due to complete irrevelance
I admitted something VERY VERY personal to JJkun that changed her view of me being really innocent *sniggercough*. I was so friggin embarrassed telling her, but I had a feeling I should. I mean, I get access to her life, she gets it to mine. What I don't want in our relationship is for me to be too needy and not give back what she gives me. God I want JJkun to have everything she wants and be happy, cos I know she's been through a lot of shit with people in her life with backstabbing and broken trust...she deserves so much more than that. I can't say she needs, cos JJkun's a very independent person. Sometimes she doesn't want to let out her feelings right away, and I respect her space. -.- I have a bad habit of worrying too much tho, and I'm sure that's a pet peeve for some people. I really really care for her; more than I have anyone in my life, and hope that she knows that no matter what happens.
( More Rambling Put Behind a Cut To Simplify Things )
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[02 Feb 2006|09:32pm] |
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Five websites that I visit daily:
1. www.livejournal.com
2. www.readmanga.com -> FMA manga fix
3. //endofaugust.net
4. www.mail.yahoo.com
5. ano...Google.com?
Five movies I can watch over and over:
1. LOTR trilogy ( yes..all 3 movies together)
2. Matrix trilogy *hangs geeky head in shame*
3. Empire Records
4. Love Actually
5. Labyrinth
Five TV shows that I love to watch:
1. LOST
2. South Park
3. Drawn Together
4. Grey's Anatomy
5. Desperate Housewives
Five albums that I can listen to over and over (OBC: Original Broadway Cast)
1. Phantom of the Opera (OBC)
2. SMILE (L'arc~en~Ciel)
3. Don't Know Why (Norah Jones)
4. Playing the Angel (Depeche Mode)
5. Savage Garden
Five songs that I cannot stop listening to:
1. "Remeber When it Rained" by Josh Groban
2. "Feeling Fine" by L'arc~en~Ciel
3. "Wish You Were Here" by Pink Floyd
4. "My World is Over" by Kenny Rogers
5. "Your Rain" by Lillix
Five plays or musicals I adore:
1. Phantom of the Opera
2. A Midsummer Night's Dream
3. RENT
4. Wicked
5. Footloose
Five celebrities I would not kick out of bed:
1. Orlando Bloom
2. Johnny Depp
3. Viggo Mortensen
4. Gerard Butler
5. Josh Holloway
Five places that I have lived: (not in order)
1. Oxford, England
2. Spanghaldem, Germany
3. Boston, Mass.
4. Roch, NY
5. somewhere in Italy
Five places I have been on vacation:
1. Miami, Florida
2. Sussex and various parts of England
3. Adirondacks
4. music camp XD
5. not another I can remember...
Five of my favorite foods:
1. Chocolate
2. Texas Toast ^^
3. ramen
4. steak
5. wonton soup *(only from KJ's!)
Five jobs I have had:
1. Babysitter
2. petsitter
3. Holder of Teh Mustang Leash (inside joke, don't ask)
4. Ryou-keeper (yet another in joke)
5. *sings from A Chorus Line* "tits and ass...won't get you jobs...unless they're yours!"
Five places I would rather be right now:
1. with JJkun
2. with JJkun
3. with JJkun
4. with JJkun
5. Granddad's house in the UK playing in the garden with all my cousins again...the way things were before Granma died.
Five character strengths of mine:
1. Creative
2. Random
3. Writer
3. Openminded
4. Devoted
Five character flaws of mine:
1. Hyper
2. mood swings
3. Loud
4. obsessive
5. Procrastinator
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[02 Feb 2006|08:50pm] |
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Been a while, ne? *sticks out tongue* nyeh. Midterms sucked- I failed two of them, came close to flunking Economics. *hates them all*
But that was about it really. Hated midterms, now they're done, so I can't do anything about it. Failed the Math B for the 2nd time, and i'm debating on if I should retake it in June...depending on my finals scheduele.
I'm SO glad tomorrow's Friday, yet I'm not. I have three freaking tests tomorrow one after the other, and it's not faiir.. o_e I might go die somewhere. Mum's back in the UK for Granma's funeral. Fucking chest cold instead of the leukemia that the doctors CONVENIENTLY DIDN'T FIND OUT ABOUT besides the fact that she's anemic. Fuckers. If they'd done something sooner, it wouldn't be like this. I wanted to go with Mum, but it's better I stay, cos I'm only in the angery stage of denial.
THEN later on it hits me and I can't call myself insensitive. It still sucks though.
I've talked to JJkun about all this, but at the same time I still feel a lot of unresolved hate in me. For what, I don't know. I'm not pissed at a person...nor myself. Just having my ups and downs and taking it one day at a time. Things between me and JJkun are awesome- whenever we talk, it's like nothing else matters, and all my doubts and anger fade. That's an improvement for me, cos I don't want to make people worry about me. Things are fine the way they are and I wouldn't want my bad days spoiling our time together.
Damn do I miss her.
Otherwise, lately I feel a need to be alone in my room. Not doing work (bad bad bad habit), just texting and reading. LOST is still my religion. XP Lesssee, ano...FMA owns my soul is taking over my life, writing is coming back to me, and I've felt things I thought I'd never feel. Ah well, that's life.
Why is it that things get to me when I'm trying to put my life in order again? Why do things like Granma dying happen before midterms, during my stress-outbursts, and after I'd started to get my future organised? Sucks. Sucks. Sucks.
I'll stop now, this is ranting. Feels good, but do people care? Nuuu only a few actually know about all this.
Shutting up now. I'll be on AIM more often if anyone feels inclined to make conversation.
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[23 Jan 2006|09:36pm] |
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On the 16th, twas mine and JJkun's 2 month anniversary. Sweetness! ^_^
This week is midterm week! >< Today I had Economics AP and Music Theory. I kicked some serious ass on the Economics exam, which is odd for me since I suck at taking tets in that class. But it was timed on everything- you're usually given 3 hours for a whole exam- 70 minutes for 60 multiple choice, a 5 minute break, and then an hour for 3 long response quesitons. Which isn't a whole lot when you think about how detailed those questions are. I was one of the first to finish. O_o Maybe that was a bad thing?......
Anyway, me and Audrey hung on in Murrell's office for a few hours until I had to take my Theory exam at noon, and the whole time some other kids from my theory class showed up, and it turned into an office party. xD But at least seeing Brett and Camy fight eachother made my morning. Cameron takes ballet, and he had tried to lift Zoe, but she hit her head on the ceiling, and he ran after Murrell. XDD she was so mad at him. Well, she already was for something he said on Friday, and wasn't talking to him, but that's beside the point. Anyway, Camy gave up and was bragging that he could leapfrog over Brett while he was standing up, so he did (impressive). Then Brett went to vault over Cameron and instead bodyslammed him to the floor! Wow I love Brett, he's awesome.
( Wait! >< Let me me back up a bit here.......... )
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I bring you yet another reason why I don't have a life. XP
About You!
~Name~ Rave
~Nicknames~ Raviechan (><), Momo, Hawkeye
~Age~ 18
~Nationality~ English, Italian, Irish...some others I can't remember
~Height~ 5'5
~Weight~ haven't weighed myself lately...last time I checked I was 115 or so.
~Hair type~ curly/wavy depends on the day
~Hair color~ auburn
~Eye color~ dark brown
~Shoe Size~ 8 1/2
~Clothing Style~ can't fit a category...I dress to fit my current mood, which changes so much.
~School~ Hell- erm, IHS
~Other activities~ anime, viola, electric guitar, writing, making up crack pairings, roleplaying, surfing the net for good HxH fics/fanart
~3 words to describe your personality~ random, different, laid-back
~Are you self-conscious~ not really, but there are moments here and there
~Favorite Sport~ to watch: Tennis, to play: MAT BALL!!!!
~Favorite Sport Teams~ used to follow Manch U, but now I kinda don't anymore...
~Favorite Color~ dark red
~Favorite T.V. show~ LOST
~Favorite type of music~ too many different kinds....ano...classic rock?
~Favorite physical feature in the opposite sex~ depends on the guy, but the eyes are what pulls me in first, and the hair. OMG hippie hair is my weakness! XP
~Favorite Food~ the stuff NOT on the Food Pyramid
~Favorite foriegn language~ Spanish...EW. xD Seriously, I love hearing Italian cos it sounds so romantic. Japanese cos I'm such an anime freak.
~Favorite item of clothing~ my monster bell jeans and my FMA hoodie. ^^
~Favorite Song (at the moment)~ "Dance 10, Looks 3" from A Chorus Line
~Favorite Quote(s)~ at the moment: "If you've dropped your orange in the dirt, then it just wasn't meant to be." ~Me
the one for forever: "Yuugi, if I had a dime for every time you've said the word 'Destiny', I'd be even richer." ~Seto Kaiba
~Favortie Holiday~ Christmas, cos everything sparkles!
~Current clothing~ pyjamas, Linkin Park tour shirt
~Current socks~ none
~Current Scent~ Bath and Body works Sweet Pea
~Current computer~ ano....a Compaq?
~Current C.D. in the C.D player~ Melissa Etheridge: "Lucky"
~Current show on T.V.~ not watching TV
~Current Song Playing~ "Secret Agent": Melissa Etheridge
~Current Away Message~ not online yet
~Current Desktop Background~ random picture of Mum's friend making a face
~Current MySpace Background~ i hate MySpace. Don't use it.
~Current Wish~ I wish I was already accepted to Potsdam
~Current thought~ "Damn those were good pancakes!"
~Current Fear~ I forgot to sign off of AIM at Ada's house
~Current Regret~ that I wasn't awake when JJkun texted me last night.
~Current annoyance~ snow
~Future College~ hopefully Potsdam. I could go to Fredonia or Lycoming
~Future Marrige~ Orlando Bloom. xD
~Future Kids~ adopted...I don't want kids right now tho.
~Future Career~ Music Teacher
~Future Vacations~ NYC TRIP IN MARCH OMGOMGOMG!!
~Future Resident~ in a dorm room at Potsdam far far away from here
~Dreams for the Future~ not have to worry about where I'm going and how to get there.
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I've had it UP TO HERE with the construction going on next door! I can't get any sleep when they're hammering away til fucking 2am!! ARGH. The trucks are blocking parts of the street so I have to take the long way around...
That aside, I came home from school, didn't feel good, and was looking forward to relaxing and staying in this weekend. then Audrey calls and asks if I'm going bowling. My free game coupon expires tomorrow, so I say 'what the hall, sure." Miyuu, Mustang and Erikun, and Devin were there too, and it was SO cute how he and Audrey were just cuddling and flirting. Nope, I didn't feel lonely. I would have texted someone while they were fixing our lane cos some kid threw his ball so far it landed in our gutter and hit the thingy before it had lifted up, but I wasn't getting any service downstairs...><Ah well. Devin pwned us all with his 146, and I brought up the rear with a 67. But at least I didn't get 5 gutter balls in a row! *cough Mustang cough* He's such a sore loser! XP
And now I'm watching a LOTR documentary on the fans who waited in line for 2 weeks before the movie opened. Makes me think of how I spent 3-4 hours for Fellowship. Not on the same scale, but the devotion is almost the same. xD I still feel like shit- my throat is sore and I have a splitting headache, so I don't feel like going out anywhere today...unless Mum would take me to the Little to see Brokeback Mountain *squees*, which I doubt.
But I'm not really eager to leave the house though. Ada and Niichan are in Quebec skiing for the weekend, so I'm all alone! Sweet, I don't have to get dressed! I might just stay in and be lazy. I just don't feel like doing anything today at all, though I REALLY REALLY should be practicing my solo. The audition's NEXT MONTH. O_O
Blah. I'm staying home today and watching movies. Screw my social life. *curls up in blankets with munchies and goes back to immersing self in LOTR*
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[01 Jan 2006|09:28pm] |
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OMFG SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! As a last, forgotten XMAs present, Mum had bought me FMA VOL 6 DVD TIN SET WITH THE SOUNDTRACKK!!!! I was watching it today, and realised how cool Scar-san really is. O_o and zomg Hughes!pyjamas made my day, along with finally being informed as to what the hell is going on *doesn't have cable, so relies on Winrychan's and NoName's summaries for FMA info* *sniffles* The part when Al runs away from Ed and gets so mad at himself made me whimper. But when it turns out that Rick and Leo's mother was blind, explaining why she ran into the house when the soldiers surrounded them was just TOO DEEP. T_T Beautiful. I know that in vol 7, it's the part where HUGHES DIESSS. *sobs* I'll wait for it to be released (Jan. 10th), and either borrow it from someone, or end up buying it myself. Cos that part is gonna REALLY make me cry again...........
.......................................................................................^^ the soundtrack has that sad song that plays while Ed says that he can't kill the Slicer brothers cos that would be admitting that Al isn't human. Well, from what I've listened to so far, it has the tune in solo piano. T_T Me and NoName LOVE that song! And I wanna know who sings it! I think it's called "Reflection" or something like that....begins with an R...I think.
NUUUUU!!! Back to school TUESDAY!! ARRRRRRGHHHH!!!! *clings to computer desk* waiiiiiiiiiiii I don't wanna leaaave yettt!! ><' I haven't done my homework. *nods proudly* And yes, I'm leaving it until Monday. Works every time!
I've helped NoName to figure out her favourite bishie, and apparently it's Taki from YELLOW (a yaoi manga series). Then we RP'd a bit, and it turns out Russell Tringham (for those of you who haven't read FMA: Land of Sand yet, he's a guy who LOOKs like he's 19, but is really 14, and pretends to be ED in Xenotime. O_o) has a thing for Lt. Hawkeye. XD
As far as mine and Kaiya's RP...wow. Just wow. Roy is clueless when it comes to women! Once we get to part 2, I'll have to link it somewhere and let you all read it! It's hilarious!
Soooooooo HAPPY NEW YEAR MINNA-SAN! How did everyone enjoy their New Year? I spent mine playing a Halo deathmatch, drinking sparkling grape juice as the ball dropped while texting JJkun. So that was a day well spent. Then today I was dragged off to another party by one of ada's friends. I spent the whole time listening to my FMA soundtrack and texting more people. So it wasn't all bad...
My mp3 player won't play all the songs I put on it! TT_TT but the dudes at Circuit City are letting me exchange it for a better model cos it's not the first complaint they've gotten about it. I said the iPods were better, but did anyone listen? of course not!
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Saw King Kong *forgot to mention it*, and oh man was it gorgeous. Peter Jackson added so much more to the storyline it's insane, and of course it was a killer 3 hours plus. Oh well, it was worth the matineee price. ^^ When he ripped that T-rex's jaw wide open, I was like "*_* I worship thee, PJ!!!" Knew it would be a fantastic one.
Okay, that Halo 2 tournament was NUTS. I beat out over half the guys there, and they were bitching about it. >< But then some college dudes showed up and I got pwnd SO bad. -.-''' But it was funny cos I've never played so well at Halo 2 EVER, and Niichan was busy playing a Half Life online game while I was winning, and he doesn't believe me that I got some good scores. Go figure.
And that was where I was today...I spent a lot of time texting JJkun, and signing on and off AIM cos I wasn't on the computer and my cell lets me get on AIM. It's just that I have to be careful not to enter text too fast, or else the connection freezes.
( I thought I'd share that with you at 1:12 am, and also some excerpts form mine and Winry's ongoing roleplay between Roy and Winry (guess who was stuck as Roy? << >>) )
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Eeeeh look what I maded in Humanities! We were supposed to be making Matisse cut-outs, and I made a poster with the alchemy symbol in black on red on one side, and the symbol in red on black on the other. But the other half got ripped, so I saved this half...^^
Then I realised that I drew the serpent wrong- the tail curves over to the left again before joining at the bottom. T_T
( Clicky for more random adventures with my camera! )
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| BEST HOLIDAY EVER! |
[26 Dec 2005|07:21pm] |
wow. Things went nuts for this Christmas! O_o where to start?! *mutters* at the beginning...
so Part One for Christmas was at Mum's, and the first present I open was from JJkun, who BOUGHT ME A CELL PHONE. O__O I was so shocked, I was texting her like mad to say thinkyou a million times! *huggles* that was the BEST thing ever and the absolute sweetest! ^^ And we get to talk and text for free cos I'm on her Family Plan too!
Then Mum bought me A DIGITAL CAMERA!! *bows to her* I couldn't believe it! Which is why I'll be posting my pics later when I get back from shopping for Winry's present (her birthday ish tomorrow.) It's so sexy. I also got LOST SEASON ONE!! Grandparents know best! And I also got some cool socks (they're so warm and fuzzy.) and some other stuff.
then for Part Two, I went over to ada's to open more presents. I now have an mp3 player! ^_^ GO MEEEE!!! I also got a shitload of DVD's, including Appleseed. Oh. My. Lord. That = ultimate Godliness!
DVD's:
-A Knight's Tale
-AVP
-Ringers: Lord of the Fans (narr. by DOM MONAGHAN! *squeeeee*)
-Labyrinth Special Edition
-Family Guy; Stewie: The Untold Story
-Love Hina Again!
-Hannibal/Silence of the Lambs/Red Dragon box set
*squeeees* And I got some pocky, reverse pocky *drools* I've eaten it all already. T_T, other stuff from HammerGirl Anime, 50 bucks cash (some more in my chequing account), and this pretty lilac scarf/shawl thing. And some sexy black fuzzy gloves.
I gotta go out shopping. BYE!!
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[24 Dec 2005|07:45pm] |
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Okay, I'm on Mum's SEXY NEW COMPUTER with freaking fast Internet! YAY!! It's so awesome! ♥
Thursday was our orchestra concert- *got 1st chair AND section leader* ^^ That went well, 'cept my stupid G string (no comments, Niichan! ><) kept loosening. Oh well. The funniest thing EVER to happen was when Cameron was wrestling with Dan during intermission, and RIPPED HIS PANTS OPEN IN FRONT!! xD
Dan: *tackles Cammy* YAAARGGGH!
Cammy: hehehe- *looks down* OHHH NOO! *covers front of pants*
Me: O___O *snigger*
Sarah: << Not again, Cameron...DAn what did you DO?!
So he took Audrey's skirt....(she was NOT wearing it at the time. Get your mind out the gutter...lol) and he ended up wearign it around and hiking it up to friggin thigh-length. O__e So disturbing, but mind-blowingly funny.
We also had a crack!Scrabble tournament. We made up words like fetura and gooseshop
Niichan's translations: "Fetura: the plural tense of 'fetus'. Example; 'the women in the hospital had to donate their fetura for stem-cell research.' "
"Gooseshop: A shop run by geese. Simple."
( Dude, Russell Tringham ish HOTT!! )
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Reply to this post, and I'll give you one reason why I like/love/adore you. Once you've done that, put this in your own journal and spread the love.
01. Name:
02. Age:
03. Where on earth do you live:
04. What makes you happy:
05. What have you been listening to lately:
06. Fandoms we share:
07. Do you enjoy reading my LJ:
08. If so, why:
09. Interesting fact about you:
10. Something you wanna know about me!:
11. When and how did we 'meet'?:
12. What was your first impression upon meeting me?:
13. Do you still think that way about me now?:
14. What (or who -- this can be a character) reminds you of me?:
15. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
16. Favorite quote:
17. Will you post this in your LJ:
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[18 Dec 2005|01:50pm] |
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First things first: HAPPY 1 MONTH TO ME AND JJKUN!!! ^_^
I'll be able to use the Internet when Mum gets the connection on her NEW SEXY COMPUTER. It's even faster than ada's, and it's all shiny and pretty. ^_^ I can't wait til she gets her Internet hooked up! Then I can be online more often and teach Mum the beauty of AIM. Hee hee.
Ed's party Friday night was hilarious! I got her the Samurai Deeper Kyo soundtrack, and I'm glad she loved it. Everyone else was really hyper- well, Shelly, Kara, and Meg-meg were the only ones who weren't. And since Al was having his party at the same time too (they're twins- Ed's 1 minute older than him! xD) of course Mustang was there. So we went bowling, and The Cluck kicked the boys' asses SO bad!! Muahaha. And that was WITHOUT bumpers. Envy kept getting strikes! ^^ We didn't get around to the cake and presents til almost 10pm! x.x Goooooooood cake! I think Envy got a daquiri, but that was only what I heard- I thought it was a giant Icee in a glass.
Envy and Ed are lovers. O.o They've claimed it, and keep "cheating" on eachother. Wow. We're such a weird group.
I babysat for Mum's boss yesterday. Her 3 month old son is friggin adorable! I wanted to take him home with me! ^^ I got paid 50$ for watching him all day, and it was hard work!! o.e My arms hurt from carrying him around (he's a big baby), and I was just tired from having to change, feed, burp, and play with him. Oh well. I love babies, but they're too much work as an everyday job. Deanna wants me to be their regular sitter every week! ^^ now I have a sort of income. Yay. I hope their 4-year-old daughter is there when I sit for them next Saturday. She's a cutie too.
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[06 Dec 2005|12:21pm] |
I went home sick today after homeroom cos I felt nauseous and I had a splitting bloody headache. o.e Not good. At least I got the Economics work, and I think I'll be okay otherwise...I had to walk home cos nobody could drive me...argh.
So i've been laying around watching Harry Potter (2nd one), and eating. I really want to get some work done, tho. And finish Jill's letter. I finished her drawing! 'Tis pure smex.
Okay, guess what I found out? First off, those pills I took for my acne were making me really depressed. I found out my Ritalin reacted with it and screwed up stuff. But I'm okay now. Funny- a few days ago I thought I could cry and cry for hours and it wouldn't matter. But I'm chipper and ready to go back to school tomorrow...FOR LOST DAY!! woohoo.
speaking of chipper, i'm trying out for the IHS Dance Team on Thursday! READY STEADY GIVE ME GOOD LUCK! I think I'll be fine...it's hip-hop dancing, but i don't care! It's FUN! ^^
Damn 'i' key isn't working too well today...so my capital I's suck. Oh well.
I habve no more interesting things to say. Except that I can sic Roy on Nana when I want to threaten her. Hee hee.
ZOMG 19 DAYS TIL CHRISTMAS!! I'M SO BROKE!! *wails*
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Mer...I'm bored. Apparently Ed was over Nana's house last night, so they were chatting with me early this morning while I waited for us to go to Mass. I was driving, and had to take the West Inner Loop, which gets pretty dicey on Sundays (cos it seems like EVERYONE has to go that way!). But we made it out okay.
And this is my XMas list so far...
-digital camera
-FMA pocketwatch
-L'arc~en~Ciel "Awake"
-Final Fantasy Advent Children
-FMA movie (psh! I can wish...)
-a good, sturdy pair of pants from Hot Topic
-Naruto Sound Ninja headband
-LOST season 1
-DDR Ultramix 1
and that's it. The main golden list.
that said, I'm going offline now. I might get back on later this evening, but I can't promise nuthin.
Ja minna!
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| fecking snow!! |
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Had to shovel the driveway and sidewalk while Niichan and ada were out selling XMas trees for Scouts. It wasn't too bad- I made a few snowangels and pushed the snow into my neighbour's yard...but shh don't tell anyone! =x
Yay I have raspberrry mousse! ^^ I love it. We had orange sherbert too, but Niichan ate it all. x.x Probably cos I ate his chocolate bar accidentally-on-purpose. <.< >.> Chocolate vendetta goes a long way between us!
I dreamed that there was an air raid and we had to take shelter in the basement, and everyone in the orchestra was in my basement! O.o Cameron broke his neck trying to do pull-ups on the bar, and people kept sliding down the stairs on pillows. Verrah verrah amusing to watch. I think I giggled in my sleep. I woke up when the power went out (in the dream), but in real life the curtains were drawn and there was a ray of sunlight RIGHT IN MY FACE. So guess who woke up too early? Eh. I just lay in bed til about 11, and went downstairs.
I'm reading the FMA manga online to get ahead. ( If you haven't read past vol. 4, and don't want it spoiled, DON'T click here!! )
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| OMG MY HEAD IS GONNA EXPLODE!! |
[03 Dec 2005|12:10am] |
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Europop- Eiffel 65 |
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BIg news!!! Rave FINALLY has AIM! And it friggin works! omg I'm so so so happy! Now I can finally chat like normal people would!!! ^__^
Add me away!!! woohoooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!
omg I can't shut up or sit still I'm so happy!!!!!!!
and you might want my username now...xBlackHayate. I've abused the "!" key too much now. 'Tis all.
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